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這五年,是對無知的我所做的懲罰;這懲罰,是一種漫長折磨的過程;這過程,是一個由無數謊言組成的事實;而事實,它否定了我對這五年所認知的面貌。

我什麼都不要,只希望句點畫得乾脆明白,不要再有任何隱瞞,用你僅存的、對我的一點情誼。

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  1. 拍寫,不是故意當英文人,不要討厭我。

    Wake me up, don’t have to wait until September end.
    Tuesday, February 19, 2008

    You walked into my blanket, stepped on my head.
    Sticking something into my brain.

    Bloody stairs, I tried to hold your hand.
    You walked away with others name.
    Slapping on my face with her name, her name.

    Hello Kitty wants you back, so bad.
    Please be back.
    The promises you have ever said are flying in the air
    like flakes in New York state.

    "Do you want greencard?" you have asked.
    The only word I could hear from you now is a blank.
    Why couldn't you say yes, yes.

    A letter was held in your hand.
    I saw your fingers crossing looks so great.

    "What can be better than a pretty Asian girl who likes video games?"
    You told me when we met.
    The letter in your hand has your fingers crossed on the name.
    Not my name, call me again, my name.

    I cut my neck, love's neck. We are bleeding on the letter and the stairs.
    Please, please don't go away.

    I am here, I am here. Look at our blood on the letter and the stairs.
    Please, please be back.

    Love is the thing I killed.

    You keep beating my head with the fucking nightmare.
    It has been a year.

    You keep tearing my heart with the fucking nightmare.
    It wouldn't start again.

    Wake me up, wake me up, don't have to wait until September end.
    Would you love me if i had her name.
    Was all my bad.

    Before September end, I will be awake.

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  2. so slap to wake me up please.

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